Yes, I said I was ready to give up, but the operative word was almost.
I had a huge come apart Friday night. It was a long time in coming, frankly, given the unending and every mounting pressure of the bar exam result release looming over me. At this point, I will be much more surprised to pass than fail, but it won't stop bitter disappointment, I'm sure.
At any rate, I ran the numbers and then yesterday, I e-mailed the agency's representative who reviews prospective parents' files (she said if I had questions to do so) to ask her how they advise clients in estimating the value of their personal property. I want to have a more realistic picture of what we are financially dealing with so I can keep running tabs on our money and, when we hit the magic number, we can be ready to go.
It could take awhile, but with my husband deploying, things were bound to become hincky anyway.
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